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Chapter 9:And I'll Tell Both of Them I Love Them
He never did come back. He didn't call either. I just sat there on my luxurious bed in my glamorous hotel room alone. I lay back on the bed looking out the window at the clouds. The sun pushed through them making them even more surreal than before. I always wondered what a cloud felt like. Probably nothing because that's what I was always told. I sighed and rolled over on to my stomach, burying my face in one of the pillows. Just then the phone rang its annoying ring. I picked up the phone and flipped it open to shut up its pestering. "Hello?" I mumbled into the mouth piece.
"Hey, baby!"
"Hey!" I said a bit sweeter. I smiled at the sound of his voice on the other end of the line. "How are you?"
"I'm good. I really miss you though." His voice was soft and sweet on the other end. I could hear the smile in his voice and wished I was there to see it.
"I miss you a lot, too. When are you coming back?"
"I'll be leaving today. Your next show is in New York right?"
"Yeah, it's tonight at eight."
"Well I'll see you there."
"For real!? You're coming?"
"I sure am! I can't wait to see you. I have something I want to talk to you about."
"I have something I want to talk to you about, too." My voice filled with guilt and I hoped he wouldn't notice. I knew I wasn't supposed to tell anyone about me and Justin, but Graham had the right to know. I loved him and he loved me. He doesn't deserve to be lied to. He would never cheat on me. Not like I did. After I tell him he'll probably leave, and Justin will still have his girlfriend, and I'll be alone, all because I cheated. Oh well, at least I had fun doing it.
"Okay cool. I'll see you tonight. My plane is about to leave without me."
"Kay. Be safe."
"I will. I love you, Kelly."
"I love you, too, Graham." It shouldn't have been so hard to say.
"Bye," with that he hung up and was on his way to New York to see me. Justin was in New York, too. He called a few minutes later after Graham. Saying he was coming to the show tonight to see me. I have to see both of them at the same time. They'll both be looking amazing. They'll both hug me, and tell me that they love me. And I'll tell both of them I love them but I'm not sure which one I love more. Then I get to do meet and greets, and I'm making sure they go way longer than the standard thirty seconds.

Chapter 9: And I'll Tell Both of Them I Love Them

He never did come back. He didn't call either. I just sat there on my luxurious bed in my glamorous hotel room alone. I lay back on the bed looking out the window at the clouds. The sun pushed through them making them even more surreal than before. I always wondered what a cloud felt like. Probably nothing because that's what I was always told. I sighed and rolled over on to my stomach, burying my face in one of the pillows. Just then the phone rang its annoying ring. I picked up the phone and flipped it open to shut up its pestering. "Hello?" I mumbled into the mouth piece.

"Hey, baby!"

"Hey!" I said a bit sweeter. I smiled at the sound of his voice on the other end of the line. "How are you?"

"I'm good. I really miss you though." His voice was soft and sweet on the other end. I could hear the smile in his voice and wished I was there to see it.

"I miss you a lot, too. When are you coming back?"

"I'll be leaving today. Your next show is in New York right?"

"Yeah, it's tonight at eight."

"Well I'll see you there."

"For real!? You're coming?"

"I sure am! I can't wait to see you. I have something I want to talk to you about."

"I have something I want to talk to you about, too." My voice filled with guilt and I hoped he wouldn't notice. I knew I wasn't supposed to tell anyone about me and Justin, but Graham had the right to know. I loved him and he loved me. He doesn't deserve to be lied to. He would never cheat on me. Not like I did. After I tell him he'll probably leave, and Justin will still have his girlfriend, and I'll be alone, all because I cheated. Oh well, at least I had fun doing it.

"Okay cool. I'll see you tonight. My plane is about to leave without me."

"Kay. Be safe."

"I will. I love you, Kelly."

"I love you, too, Graham." It shouldn't have been so hard to say.

"Bye," with that he hung up and was on his way to New York to see me. Justin was in New York, too. He called a few minutes later after Graham. Saying he was coming to the show tonight to see me. I have to see both of them at the same time. They'll both be looking amazing. They'll both hug me, and tell me that they love me. And I'll tell both of them I love them but I'm not sure which one I love more. Then I get to do meet and greets, and I'm making sure they go way longer than the standard thirty seconds.

Chapter 10: Not Having a Clue of Who I Was Kissing

I walked off the lit up stage grabbing a water bottle off of a table. I was in the process of chugging it down when two strong arms wrapped around my waste. One of his hands was grasping a bouquet of white roses. I smiled knowing who it could be. I brought the water bottle down from my lips, and moved my hand to touch one of the possibilities' faces. He kissed my shoulder, then my neck, then my lips. I closed my eyes and kissed him back not having a clue of who I was kissing. I pulled away relieved to finally see who it was. To my surprise it was Graham. I just stared at him as he smiled. I love his eyes when he smiles. I noticed how much brighter they were than usual. I kissed him one more time, softly and slowly. "Hi," he said once I broke the kiss.

"Hey," I said back, more quiet than needed. "I missed you," I lied. I did miss him, but not as much as I thought I would. Then again I had a lot to distract me while he was gone.

"I missed you, too," he said honestly.

"So… Are those for me?" I attempted to reach behind my back, and take the amazingly scented flowers from him. My attempt failed when he pulled them out of my reach. I gave him my best "puppy dog" eyes.

"What do you say?" He said holding them away from me like a father does to his child.

"I shouldn't have to say it…" I mumble under my breath.

"What, I didn't catch that?" He said getting even more into his father role.

"Please!" I was sure to make the irritation in my voice clear. He handed the roses to me, and I was satisfied. I smiled and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. His arms stayed locked around my waist and pulled me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder. I missed being with him. I took in his scent and the feel of his warm breath on my neck. I took in everything about him, but then I saw the other. Justin stood there looking at us like someone had just died. His face looked hurt and angry. I stared back at him, holding his gaze. I dropped it when I noticed the single white rose he held loosely in his hand. I frowned, and most feelings of my happiness were out the window.

He sighed and set down the rose onto a nearby table, and walked away out of my sight. I wondered if I should go after him or not. Just let it go, Kel, I thought. I closed my eyes and tried to turn my focus back to Graham. I couldn't. All I thought about was Justin standing there waiting for me. He knew this was how it would be between us. He would get over it. He would get over me.

I pulled out of the hug just enough to look at Graham. His smile made me grin, and I was happy again. I shoved all thoughts of Justin to the back of my mind.

"So what did you want to tell me?" He asked. My expression changed and I could feel my face burning. My mouth became dry followed by lump in my throat. Now was not the time or place to tell him that I cheated on him. In fact there wasn't really a time or place to do it, but it had to happen sooner or later. He stared down at me with happy and curious eyes. I couldn't tell him, but I couldn't not tell him. It felt like his eyes were burning a hole through me.

"I'll tell you later. Now isn't really a good time. I want to wait till we're alone." I tried to make my voice sound confident, calm, and sexy.

He raised an eyebrow, "Alone?" he said back in his sexy voice. He smiled and brought his lips down to mine and kissed me slowly. Oh Lord! I thought rolling my eyes. I shut them and kissed him back. This was going to harder than I thought. I pulled away from hearing the sound of my name being called. It was my best friend, Ashley.

"Kel, stop sucking face, meet and greets are going to be staring soon." I laughed and turned around back to Graham to give him a kiss good-bye.

"I'll see you later tonight." He nodded and I slipped out of his arms. I made my way down the long hall and entered the bright white room ready to greet my fans.

alright kids so heres the dealio!
my old computer crashed
so i lost all my writings all 57860849564079 of them!
that includes hott mess
so i was wondering if i should keep writing it.
im not a big fan of the story(im not a big fan of any of my writing)
but if yall wanna hear more then ill post more
even if its like only 2 of you i still will
i might just start writing the next chapter cus im bored lol.
but lemme knowwwwwwwwwwwww
iloveyouguyslots!
-abbs♥

lol okay! ill try updating tonight or tomorrow lol
idk
i have to do homework "/
homework over springbreak is just not right
it should be against the law
my teachers should be arrested
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